Why not today ?

This blog have been existing for a while now, and I sadly never posted anything on it... Why? Many reasons. Lazyness must come first. Then comes the lack of courage; "What if my parents read this?", and probably a bit of modesty. Sharing thoughts, after all, is the hardest thing to do. It's giving the most intimate part of ourselves. If you were to ask me, I'd rather run naked in the streets and let people use my body. Uh she's weird. Yeah, well, body is nothing. Flesh and bones, only the vessel of the soul - perishing vessel of the soul. But thoughts... Thoughts come from the soul; the essence of ourselves. The most unique, personal thing we have.

Anyways. I'm getting lost here. So, times to times, I probably will post here. About anything and everything. Not about the people in my life, no. It would be pointless and it'd violate their privacy as well as mine in a way. I'll write about ideas, feelings, opinions, thoughts in general. Feel free to comment, or to remain a ghost reader, or to leave this page and not bother reading this complicated twisted shit. 

Now, why today? Because today I realized something. We are all going to die, and yet, we don't share. We keep our deepest thoughts and ideas to ourselves and when comes our turn to speak up, we talk about random superficial useless things. We talk about people and put aside all the abstract talking. This is so sad. And we still wonder why we all feel so lonely and depressed... In the end, we die and with us our wonderful minds. I don't want my ideas to get lost with time because I'll grow old and forget everything I ever analyzed or felt. I want to save as much as I can... I know I won't even share 20% of my mind here, but oh well. At least a bit will be kept from being lost.

To end this first post I'd like to say; Please, share. Don't hesitate to talk to someone you don't know. Don't hesitate to ask those weird twisted deep questions. Don't hesitate to be deep and authentic. I've been recently having a lots of regrets. I've now lost forever the opportunity to hear the wonderful thoughts of some people I guessed to be very interesting, and now, I have only regrets and wonders left. Let's stop doing the same mistakes all over again; yes, because I know we all do this mistake. We have only one life. We may feel like we are conntected with internet and all those social media shit, but we've never been this disconnected from one other. Next time you eye contact with someone and wonder "what is she/he thinking of?", "this guy/girl has something... I wonder what...", "Why does she/he has those weird tattoos...?", for God sake, open your mouth and let some words out. I don't care if it's a stranger. We all start as strangers. Fucking share, fucking take and fucking give! But never forget that giving is worth so much more than taking.

By the way, non natural english speaker here, excuse my english. 

South Bank, Brisbane | Taken with Samsung Galaxy  S4 phone